Thursday, December 13, 2007

It's my birthday.

I cried today. Just feeling homesick. My dad left a message on the machine, and he never calls. So that was nice. My sister called, who also never does that. She said she thought about calling at midnight last night, but decided I wouldn't appreciate it. :) My friends called--Tracy, and then Carin.  And then my mom wanted to see how the day had gone. I used to go to Charley's Steakhouse off OBT in Orlando for my birthday. My parents always babysat for the kids, so I'd see them, too. Usually my girl-friends would celebrate with me over the weekend, too. No one in Utah even knows its my birthday. Except for our friends Scott and Melanie--who facebooked me a nice message. It's so stupid to cry over this. But I feel so homesick right now. I just want to go HOME.

Terry woke me before he left for work to wish me a great day. My mom called at the crack of dawn (7am) as usual, (since college) to sing Happy Birthday to me. I crawled back to bed. I took the kids to Target to get their annual Christmas pic taken. Then I made it to the gym for cycling class--I'm up to #12. I have 6 more classes to get to before Dec 23 so I can get a T-shirt. And 1/2 lb to go, too. :) Called the mortgage company to discuss short-saleing the house. Good news there. Took the kids to McD's as a reward for being quiet while I was on the phone. They had Icecream cones and choc. chip cookies. I had a chicken salad. It started snowing, so I had a perilous drive home up the hill on our street.

Made it inside, heard all the well-wishers on the answering machine and lost it. I know that we are in Utah for a reason. I believe that our family has been called to help light the darkness here. I believe that my family is growing spiritually as a result of our move. But man, I miss Florida.

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